Darling Zac, you were 14 and a half when you passed suddenly. You were and are a much loved son, brother to Ben, grandson and friend. You were always enthusiastic and full of energy. You were clever, funny, musical, creative and so much more. You were tall and handsome with dark brown eyes and hair and a beautiful smile. You had a dimple on your right cheek. I always said you were born smiling because you were such a smiley baby and little boy. .When you reached adolescence, things got a bit harder. The world, especially on line, is a confusing place and I think you struggled with your identity. I think you got caught up in the darkness and it all became overwhelming. I’m sorry you didn’t feel you could share it with us because we could have helped you sort it out. Unfortunately you couldn’t and you left us at that time. What might have been a bump in the road became your earthly ending point.
Zac, you are not gone. We carry you with us now. I think you’re waiting for us and I look forward to the day when we are in the same room. I see your friends and they are at university. I know you would have loved that. You wanted to be an engineer. You loved making things, everything from paper and card, to Lego and baking, to building units and chests of drawers from IKEA for Mummy.